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i've been single for longer than a year.

i'm slowly getting used to it.

but there is always this one guy i want.

although, i've never meet him in person besides talking on the phone alot and seeing him on webcam.

i feel like i can be myself around him..

the way he makes me feel, there are NO words in my vocabulary or that i know that could describe the feeling i get when he crosses my mind, when i receive a text or phone call from him, or when i hear his name mentioned.

its been over two years since i've had feelings for him.


i'm scared that if we do ever meet he won't like me.
i'm even more scared that i might forget about him in the years to come...